January 1, 2012
12:03am
Wow im kinda very sad rn.
Im missing you guys. At this moment, i would be chatting with everyone one of you enjoying each one of your faces and smiles. Sure, fireworks are great but blah. It feels different. I feel way too sad.
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Goodbye 2011
Hello 2012
Thank you so much for all of the great memories, lots of laughs, the people I have met, true friends, true love, and the tears.
It’s a new year now. New problems, new experiences. Hope everyone I love sticks with me and never leaves. I love you all. Please take care of me.
1:00am
I’m going to be crying tonight for sure :P Not feeling the New Year spirit at all. Just stayed up for no reason today. :P sigh..
I’m going to start 2012 without my closest friends and loved ones.. Suddenly realised that and I felt very depressed. I miss you guys like a hella lot.
- starting from scratch.
- Too lazy to write it.
- Handwriting too ugly to write.
- Using Microsoft Word to make it more presentable XD
- wasn’t planning on doing it now
- but the people I was chatting with logged out
- after I got logged out by my mother
- when I pissed her off
- WOOOOOT.
- I’m alone again.
and I’m about to cry.
I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE IN THE INFO THINGS. My background is so fucked up x__x)
- feeling truly happy
- my friends
- having your love being returned
- being with people I feel truly comfortable with
- not having to worry about what other people thinks about me and letting it get to my head
- having self-confidence
- NOT being self-conscious
- laughing because it was funny, and not laughing AT someone
- being treated right
- not keeping things in
- having someone to talk to at any point of time or day
- someone I can talk to about anything, anywhere, anytime
- sleeping for more than 8 hours
- burritos
- subway
- bubble tea
So I think I might end up really liking him…
a lot.
Just seeing him pop up on my chat list makes my heart beat so fast.
WHAT THE HELL. HE DIDN’T EVEN DO ANYTHING AT ALL TO MAKE ME LIKE THIS, TO MAKE ME CRUSH ON HIM.
I blame those goddamn reoccurring dreams…
Why am I being like this? I thought I was immune for the time being.. >___<)
Him and his goddamn good taste in music.. fuck you.
I want a lively and colourful crush life in High School just like Louren too! xD
I think he has a crush on me.
He said he has to tell me something on Friday. I asked for a hint and he said “bout someone” and gave me this link to Heaven By Your Side - A1. Then he said that I’ll find out by tomorrow instead of Friday.
UH.
UHM.
NO.
Unless it concerns my crush, I’m not interested in something like that x__x)
I HOPE MY GUESS IS WRONG OHMYGOD.
LOL.
I had to wash my jersey and I was too lazy to go run to the bedroom to change and go back to the washing machine XD
Seniors won in the Basketball game today(:
I was part of the team, as defense, and I feel so proud. Just yesterday we won against the Sophomores and tomorrow we WILL win against the Juniors.
I hope we win!
I hope I don’t ruin the ending by falling off the 1st Level lifting. I have some majour epic fail balance and it was added last minute. I hope I don’t forget the counting. THE ENDING IS VERY IMPORTANT. I MUST NOT RUIN IT!
and my mom just totally cursed him out.
AHAHAHAHA THAT’S WHAT YOU GET FOR BREAKING MY HEART FAGGOOOOOOOOT XD
I cried to my mom like thrice. It all makes sense why she cursed you out XD
